So....
Those empty smses were sent because you don't know how to reply when I said I have fallen in love with you.
I thought.. those smses were sent because you were jealous of Everton.
Jho has told me those things which I should know.
It's all one sided from my side, right?
You could have told me directly. Maybe you are scared to tell me the truth..
It's really okay. We can't force people to do things which they don't like.
I can't force you to like me.
I can't force you to accept me.
It's really alright.
After tonight, I will stop my pestering behaviour.
After tonight, I promise that things will resume back to normal.
After tonight, I won't pester you via phone calls or smses.
After tonight, Jk is just another UM of yours.
Friday, October 31, 2008
6th Post
Baboyy!!!
Excited?
One more day to your birthday!!!
Hahaha… My presents are ready!!
So excited now. Can’t wait to see you. Can’t wait to see your expression upon seeing those presents!
=)
Baboyy, I am not sure if you have felt the same. Maybe yes, maybe not.
The “likings” feeling seems to have multiplied each day.
I feel closer to you.
The other day, when you and Jho came over to my place. I was really happy over the fact that you are actually visiting my place, to see my messy room. You have even sat on my bed!
Haha..
Touched your hand again that day. Hmmm you did not pull your hand off. But like that they said, holding hands is a very normal act.
You confessed that you were jealous, but you have no rights to be jealous.
You have. Cause the one I fancy is you. Not everton.
You have also said that you don’t own me, and I don’t own you.
Is it because I am attached?
I asked if you can don’t give Ray chance.
After talking awhile, you said you are also as selfish as me.
What does that mean?
Went to get present (to be shared between Don and Me) with Amelia last night.
We talked about you during dinner.
She asked me to limit my actions. Treating you as a good friend is good enough. Nothing more than that.
I was devastated when I heard that.
Am I really wrong to be nice to you?
Is it a wrong thing to make you fall for me?
I called Joanne. She did not say anything much except advising me to let nature takes its own course.
Should I stop everything now? Stop being nice to you? Stop showering you with attention?
The thought of stopping really upset me a lot.
Baboyy.. I smsed you, asking you if you believe that I have feelings for you.
You replied, do you really have?
Quite disappointing.
Thought you would have known my feelings by now?
Baboyy, tell me should I stop?
Anyway, tonight is going to be the night! The night which I have spent days and weeks to plan.
Really hope that you will enjoy every single moment.
It might be my last chance of being close to you.
Hope you like the racket which is from Don and me. It’s in Green and White.
Hope you like the CD which I have specially prepared. Yes, I slept at 8am. Was trying to get the song and pictures arranged.
Hope you like the box of kit kat.
Lastly, hope you will like the cross pendant and the chain. Not too sure if you can wear jewellery. Was afraid that you might be sensitive to silver so got you white gold instead.
Diane, I am serious about you. But it is okay if you don’t feel the same. I can always be your UM, you being one of my most hardworking colleague.
Baboyy, happy birthday.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
5th Post
5 more days to go!!
Hahaha... Need to get preparation for the birthday card by tonight. Hopefully can draft out one raw video and finished the card by tonight.
Had dinner with you and gang on Monday.
Nice... Can see you again... haa.. Sat beside you.. but stupid baboyy put her bag on the chair and placed the chair in between us. =/
Stupid Baboyy. But guess your presence is sufficient. Not necessary have to sit really close.
With Gina around, there's bound to have laughter. I am glad that we all had fun during the dinner.
Chatted with you till 4plus this morning.
Wasn't feeling sleepy but got to hang up as need to wake up early for work.
Well well, guess it's okay so long you got enough sleep. Since it's your off, you will sure have plenty of sleep to compensate what you have missed. Hahaha
12.29pm now.. No sms from you.. Guess you must be still sleeping or busy with your housework or... too lazy to reply. Haha.. you are a lazy baboyy.
So you have gotten your first birthday celebration yesterday. Sounds fun. Hope you have enjoyed yourself.
Friday, will be our turn to surprise you. Hope you will like what we will be preparing for you.
Oh ya...!! I am super happy. Received a total of 8 videos from your family!!
Jho teared when she was watching the videos.
Hope you will like it.
In fact, I thought of getting you an air ticket for you to go back to PHP on sat, then return on Sun.
But it might be too rush for you to go, too short as ell. Thus, I dropped the idea.
Was thinking how I can actually get you a very meaningful present.
Was inspired by the scrap book which you and Jho have given me on my birthday.
I decided to get pictures of your family members and make a video out of it.
Then later on, I realised.. videos of your family members, sending you wishes would be a much better idea. Thus... tadaa... Mission completed.
Gotten videos from your sister. She has been really helpful.
Received one last video from your sister today. She took a video of herself. And she cried at the end of the video.
Jho cried after watching. I was touched.
Do you know why and I was being attracted to you?
The way you treat and take care of your family members, how you support your siblings, your capability, your optimistic nature, your sense of responsibility, being caring, sweet and helpful are some of the good points which you possess.
Like what I have mentioned in my sms. I have fallen for you.
=)
Was really happy to receive those smses from you. They mean alot to me.
and.. i am missing you again. haha..
tata..
Hahaha... Need to get preparation for the birthday card by tonight. Hopefully can draft out one raw video and finished the card by tonight.
Had dinner with you and gang on Monday.
Nice... Can see you again... haa.. Sat beside you.. but stupid baboyy put her bag on the chair and placed the chair in between us. =/
Stupid Baboyy. But guess your presence is sufficient. Not necessary have to sit really close.
With Gina around, there's bound to have laughter. I am glad that we all had fun during the dinner.
Chatted with you till 4plus this morning.
Wasn't feeling sleepy but got to hang up as need to wake up early for work.
Well well, guess it's okay so long you got enough sleep. Since it's your off, you will sure have plenty of sleep to compensate what you have missed. Hahaha
12.29pm now.. No sms from you.. Guess you must be still sleeping or busy with your housework or... too lazy to reply. Haha.. you are a lazy baboyy.
So you have gotten your first birthday celebration yesterday. Sounds fun. Hope you have enjoyed yourself.
Friday, will be our turn to surprise you. Hope you will like what we will be preparing for you.
Oh ya...!! I am super happy. Received a total of 8 videos from your family!!
Jho teared when she was watching the videos.
Hope you will like it.
In fact, I thought of getting you an air ticket for you to go back to PHP on sat, then return on Sun.
But it might be too rush for you to go, too short as ell. Thus, I dropped the idea.
Was thinking how I can actually get you a very meaningful present.
Was inspired by the scrap book which you and Jho have given me on my birthday.
I decided to get pictures of your family members and make a video out of it.
Then later on, I realised.. videos of your family members, sending you wishes would be a much better idea. Thus... tadaa... Mission completed.
Gotten videos from your sister. She has been really helpful.
Received one last video from your sister today. She took a video of herself. And she cried at the end of the video.
Jho cried after watching. I was touched.
Do you know why and I was being attracted to you?
The way you treat and take care of your family members, how you support your siblings, your capability, your optimistic nature, your sense of responsibility, being caring, sweet and helpful are some of the good points which you possess.
Like what I have mentioned in my sms. I have fallen for you.
=)
Was really happy to receive those smses from you. They mean alot to me.
and.. i am missing you again. haha..
tata..
Sunday, October 26, 2008
4th post
7 more days to your BIG BIG DAY!!!
But it will be 6 more days left for us to prepare or rather or me to prepare.
Was shopping around for your present last night after work.
Wanted to get you a cross pendant and a chain from Citigem. (Joanne was saying Taka jewellery quality is not very up to standard.)
Saw one which I think suits you. Didn't buy it because Jho was asking me to look around first, before making the purchase decision.
She suggested a watch. Asked me why I don't want to get a watch since you are not having one now.
Hmmmm Not too sure why. But was thinking, a chain necklace with a pendant might be a better idea? Keep you safe and sound?
Hmmmm....
We'll see how..
Will browse on web to see what other gift ideas are available.
Hmmmm... some baboyy didn't know that yesterday her family members celebrated her grandparent 50 anniversary? (that's according to what your sister sms and what Jho has translated)
Hmmmm, your sister mentioned that there might be some short videos which she can send us.
Guess it will be very sweet and nice to see your family in video.. isn't it.
Let's just keep our fingers crossed for now.
Hopefully I'll get some good stuff from your sister.
Will start compiling all the photos tonight.
Since I am going to be off on Wednesday, I shall do the video on Tuesday night. Show Joanne they all on Thursday and do final touch up before Friday morning. This shall be the plan.
Was smiling away when I received your sms last night. You asked if I'm home and told me that movie was nice and fun.
Didn't really expect you to message me after your movie.. Thus, it was a very sweet and pleasant surprise.
As usual, we have our sms chat before turning in for the night.
Finally, told you the reasons why I have been pushing Ray and Wee to you.
Was advised by Vincent they all not to tell you that I've feelings for you (which I've already did).
I am glad that you are not affected by what they have said.
Was rather happy when you told me that you will miss me if I were to stop smsing/calling you.
Anyway, glad that everything is ok now. No more dilemma for me. No more headache to choose whether to put a stop on everything.
Happy happy..
Your Jho has been smiling at me for no reasons. She is weird today. Must be her boyfriend.
Let's hope that she can continue to stay happy. Haha..
If not, she can consider me... haha I am not bad too. And i know you won't be jealous.
Right? right?? right???
baboyy....!!
But it will be 6 more days left for us to prepare or rather or me to prepare.
Was shopping around for your present last night after work.
Wanted to get you a cross pendant and a chain from Citigem. (Joanne was saying Taka jewellery quality is not very up to standard.)
Saw one which I think suits you. Didn't buy it because Jho was asking me to look around first, before making the purchase decision.
She suggested a watch. Asked me why I don't want to get a watch since you are not having one now.
Hmmmm Not too sure why. But was thinking, a chain necklace with a pendant might be a better idea? Keep you safe and sound?
Hmmmm....
We'll see how..
Will browse on web to see what other gift ideas are available.
Hmmmm... some baboyy didn't know that yesterday her family members celebrated her grandparent 50 anniversary? (that's according to what your sister sms and what Jho has translated)
Hmmmm, your sister mentioned that there might be some short videos which she can send us.
Guess it will be very sweet and nice to see your family in video.. isn't it.
Let's just keep our fingers crossed for now.
Hopefully I'll get some good stuff from your sister.
Will start compiling all the photos tonight.
Since I am going to be off on Wednesday, I shall do the video on Tuesday night. Show Joanne they all on Thursday and do final touch up before Friday morning. This shall be the plan.
Was smiling away when I received your sms last night. You asked if I'm home and told me that movie was nice and fun.
Didn't really expect you to message me after your movie.. Thus, it was a very sweet and pleasant surprise.
As usual, we have our sms chat before turning in for the night.
Finally, told you the reasons why I have been pushing Ray and Wee to you.
Was advised by Vincent they all not to tell you that I've feelings for you (which I've already did).
I am glad that you are not affected by what they have said.
Was rather happy when you told me that you will miss me if I were to stop smsing/calling you.
Anyway, glad that everything is ok now. No more dilemma for me. No more headache to choose whether to put a stop on everything.
Happy happy..
Your Jho has been smiling at me for no reasons. She is weird today. Must be her boyfriend.
Let's hope that she can continue to stay happy. Haha..
If not, she can consider me... haha I am not bad too. And i know you won't be jealous.
Right? right?? right???
baboyy....!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
3rd Post
Should I or Should I not?
Should I continue to stay close to you and enjoy every single moments....
Or Should I stop staying close to you and .... give the chance to others?
Dilemma.
Anyway 7 more days to your birthday.
Haven't gotten anything from your sister.
Wondering if the pictures which I have, are sufficient for making the touching video clip...
Haven't plan for your presents yet.
It seems like a lot of people will want to celebrate with you...
Ms Popular Baboyy.
Wondering if you will still notice my existence among the bunch of people.
Guess it will be insignificant.
You have told Don that you would want to celebrate your birthday on Saturday. Dinner and drinking.
You have told Don that you would want a guitar or a Badminton racket.
Jho and Joanne have mentioned that they will buy presents on their own. Thus, won't be sharing with us.
Don doesn't mind to get you the racket. As for guitar, it seems a little over everyone's budget.
I shall go over to Peninsula Plaza later to check out the average prices. See if I can squeeze out some extra cash from the next coming pay. But I guess.. hmmm tough.
Wanted to either get you a watch or a necklace.
Intended to buy a big box of Kit-Kat (ah.. this reminds me that someone is a super duper greedy baboyy, kit kat lover), and place the main present inside the box.
Good surprise? It will only consider good if you are really surprised by it.
Let's see what other stuff I can do for you.
(I'll do anything to bring smiles to your face. =D)
Not too sure how I get the courage to hold your hand yesterday. But the feeling is absolutely great. I wonder it's something which I might not have 2nd chance to do it again. But I really love this feeling. =) Though... you seemed to pull your hand off after that. Hmmmm
Ok, got to get back to the back of sales counter and start chiong-ing for my GP.
I didn't sms you this morning. Thought you will. But you didn't.
I miss you. =/
Wonder why I am super moody today.
Argh. Darn it.
Should I continue to stay close to you and enjoy every single moments....
Or Should I stop staying close to you and .... give the chance to others?
Dilemma.
Anyway 7 more days to your birthday.
Haven't gotten anything from your sister.
Wondering if the pictures which I have, are sufficient for making the touching video clip...
Haven't plan for your presents yet.
It seems like a lot of people will want to celebrate with you...
Ms Popular Baboyy.
Wondering if you will still notice my existence among the bunch of people.
Guess it will be insignificant.
You have told Don that you would want to celebrate your birthday on Saturday. Dinner and drinking.
You have told Don that you would want a guitar or a Badminton racket.
Jho and Joanne have mentioned that they will buy presents on their own. Thus, won't be sharing with us.
Don doesn't mind to get you the racket. As for guitar, it seems a little over everyone's budget.
I shall go over to Peninsula Plaza later to check out the average prices. See if I can squeeze out some extra cash from the next coming pay. But I guess.. hmmm tough.
Wanted to either get you a watch or a necklace.
Intended to buy a big box of Kit-Kat (ah.. this reminds me that someone is a super duper greedy baboyy, kit kat lover), and place the main present inside the box.
Good surprise? It will only consider good if you are really surprised by it.
Let's see what other stuff I can do for you.
(I'll do anything to bring smiles to your face. =D)
Not too sure how I get the courage to hold your hand yesterday. But the feeling is absolutely great. I wonder it's something which I might not have 2nd chance to do it again. But I really love this feeling. =) Though... you seemed to pull your hand off after that. Hmmmm
Ok, got to get back to the back of sales counter and start chiong-ing for my GP.
I didn't sms you this morning. Thought you will. But you didn't.
I miss you. =/
Wonder why I am super moody today.
Argh. Darn it.
Friday, October 24, 2008
2nd post
Initially, I have wanted to at least write a post per day to keep this blog alive and active till your birthday.
Haha.. Judging at the date, you would know that I have failed. Once again.
Been busy these while. With all the MISC things on my to-do list. I am going crazy.
Our smses conversation has been regular and rather stable now. I like this feeling. Serious.
There are nights when I managed to get you to say things... which are definitely enough to make me smile non stop. Haha.. I have kept all your messages in 1 folder. Day 1 till today.
So when I am feeling moody, or need things to perk me up, I will open that folder and re-read all the messages which you have sent.
Hahaha.. I know it's rather lame. Well well.. I just like it this way.
Clarified with you on the "best friend" sms..
Ah... Like what I have guessed. You really don't understand that message. No wonder your reply was so disappointing.
=)
Anyway, things are clear now. Good.
Had a talk with you last night.. (I love talking to you over the phone. Don't have to blush or feel uneasy)
You mentioned that you want to get a guitar. But as it is going to be expensive thus, you wanted to get the guitar yourself.
Hmmmm.. shall see what kind of good deals we can get, before the folks decide whether to pump in money.
Hmmm...
Haha.. Judging at the date, you would know that I have failed. Once again.
Been busy these while. With all the MISC things on my to-do list. I am going crazy.
Our smses conversation has been regular and rather stable now. I like this feeling. Serious.
There are nights when I managed to get you to say things... which are definitely enough to make me smile non stop. Haha.. I have kept all your messages in 1 folder. Day 1 till today.
So when I am feeling moody, or need things to perk me up, I will open that folder and re-read all the messages which you have sent.
Hahaha.. I know it's rather lame. Well well.. I just like it this way.
Clarified with you on the "best friend" sms..
Ah... Like what I have guessed. You really don't understand that message. No wonder your reply was so disappointing.
=)
Anyway, things are clear now. Good.
Had a talk with you last night.. (I love talking to you over the phone. Don't have to blush or feel uneasy)
You mentioned that you want to get a guitar. But as it is going to be expensive thus, you wanted to get the guitar yourself.
Hmmmm.. shall see what kind of good deals we can get, before the folks decide whether to pump in money.
Hmmm...
Monday, October 20, 2008
First Post
Dear Miss Diane,
This blog has been created by me to blog everything and anything about you or associated to you.
Pardon me for my bad English even though it is not my worst subject in school.
It has been awhile since that day. (which day... hmmmmm... shall leave this to your creative thinkings)
A lot of things have changed.
I am no longer contacting any of my short term flings.
Stopped contacting Everton gal even when she requested me to continue to stay close to her.
Told Jho that I have no idea what is happening to me.
Started this weird behavior even since you did not say anything when I asked if it's okay for me to go after you.
Haa..
Maybe I just want to be serious for once?
But Jho said not to be too serious. Just enjoy the process.
I'm enjoying and I am not expecting anything in return. So no worries.
=)
Anyway, exactly 12 more days to your birthday!
I wasn't there to plan something nice for the past 21 years.
Late is better than never.
I'll plan something nice for you starting from this year. And hopefully, I'll get to plan something next year.. next next year... and more.
=)
In fact, few days ago, me and Jho have started on our mission impossible.
She has copied down your sister and mom's Philippines contact numbers.
We will try to get them to email us some photos. It will be best if they can mail us some videos.
I'm going to do something to make sure you cry upon seeing it.
Yes.
More things to be planned.
Cake. Yup, got the idea of what to do for a chocoholic like you.
So, Ms dha. Please sit back and enjoy all these which are specially planned for you.
This blog has been created by me to blog everything and anything about you or associated to you.
Pardon me for my bad English even though it is not my worst subject in school.
It has been awhile since that day. (which day... hmmmmm... shall leave this to your creative thinkings)
A lot of things have changed.
I am no longer contacting any of my short term flings.
Stopped contacting Everton gal even when she requested me to continue to stay close to her.
Told Jho that I have no idea what is happening to me.
Started this weird behavior even since you did not say anything when I asked if it's okay for me to go after you.
Haa..
Maybe I just want to be serious for once?
But Jho said not to be too serious. Just enjoy the process.
I'm enjoying and I am not expecting anything in return. So no worries.
=)
Anyway, exactly 12 more days to your birthday!
I wasn't there to plan something nice for the past 21 years.
Late is better than never.
I'll plan something nice for you starting from this year. And hopefully, I'll get to plan something next year.. next next year... and more.
=)
In fact, few days ago, me and Jho have started on our mission impossible.
She has copied down your sister and mom's Philippines contact numbers.
We will try to get them to email us some photos. It will be best if they can mail us some videos.
I'm going to do something to make sure you cry upon seeing it.
Yes.
More things to be planned.
Cake. Yup, got the idea of what to do for a chocoholic like you.
So, Ms dha. Please sit back and enjoy all these which are specially planned for you.
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