Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Not the only one.
I am sorry.
I don't mean to sound harsh towards you.
Was waiting for your mood to settle down.
Was waiting for your calls & smses.
Finally when you called, you were looking for Joanne.
Then when Joanne passed me the phone, I was really very happy that I was going to hear from you again.
Then it turned out that you have only wanted to ask about the dinner expenses.
When you called again (this time, via my mobile).
I was delighted but at the same time, regretted that I was unable to answer your call immediately and personally due the fact that I was serving customers.
When I finally got the chance to talk to you. Main topic was still on dinner expenses.
I don't know what has got into me when I raised my voice.
If you were me..
tell me..
how you will react and feel..
when you miss someone..
and you thought you can finally see that person tonight by asking her early in the morning, what's gonna be her programme for tonight..
you thought asking it early in the morning, you get to stand a high chance of seeing her..
dilemma.
it's like a gamble.
Asking it early in the morning, you stand a high chance of dating the person out.
On the other hand, asking it early in the morning, if the answer is disappointing, you will get disappointed for the entire day.
how will you react and feel?
In any case, I am sorry for everything.
Guess I shouldn't miss you that much.
I don't mean to sound harsh towards you.
Was waiting for your mood to settle down.
Was waiting for your calls & smses.
Finally when you called, you were looking for Joanne.
Then when Joanne passed me the phone, I was really very happy that I was going to hear from you again.
Then it turned out that you have only wanted to ask about the dinner expenses.
When you called again (this time, via my mobile).
I was delighted but at the same time, regretted that I was unable to answer your call immediately and personally due the fact that I was serving customers.
When I finally got the chance to talk to you. Main topic was still on dinner expenses.
I don't know what has got into me when I raised my voice.
If you were me..
tell me..
how you will react and feel..
when you miss someone..
and you thought you can finally see that person tonight by asking her early in the morning, what's gonna be her programme for tonight..
you thought asking it early in the morning, you get to stand a high chance of seeing her..
dilemma.
it's like a gamble.
Asking it early in the morning, you stand a high chance of dating the person out.
On the other hand, asking it early in the morning, if the answer is disappointing, you will get disappointed for the entire day.
how will you react and feel?
In any case, I am sorry for everything.
Guess I shouldn't miss you that much.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
I will never leave you
Lyrics | Erik Santos lyrics - I Will Never Leave You lyrics
Heard this song on IMEEM earlier.
Dedicate to you.. my baboyy
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Sweet memories
Wow… I have been a lazy baboyy.
Guess I have performed disappearing act again.
Been through several weeks with mixed emotions.
Letter of retrenchments, gossips, rumors, mom’s and etc.
Guess things have settled down quite a fair bit.
Baboyy stayed over on 1st, 2nd, 6th and 8th.
1st – Missed spending time with her. Especially after the tiring exhibition. Asked her if it’s ok to go over to my place. Baboyy stayed over for the very 1st time.
2nd - Helped her with GP. She fell asleep. Thus stayed over.
6th- Work-related. Uncle asked her to stay over since it was already quite late. Initially, she doesn’t want to. After pleading her for awhile, baboyy stayed over for the 3rd time!
8th- Came over at around 12plus. Both of us were off on 9th.
Love having her around.
Love it when I can have her in my arms.
Love it when I can get to sleep with her.
Love the fact that I can get to see her before the day ends, and see her the moment I open my eyes.
Awwww… can I do it everyday? =x
Swapped off day with colleague yesterday.
On purpose.
=x
We woke up around 1plus. Ordered Mac, watched my all-time-favourite movie. Hope she have enjoyed it as much as I do. =x
Went to meet her ate(s) last night.
Had Korean BBQ with them.
Quite funny bunch of friends, I must say.
Hmmmm… I’m quite surprised that she told her friends that we have been together for a week.
Somehow… I guess.. everything is confirmed now. More stable. I am beginning to feel on earth. No longer hanging in the air.
Two things which must be learnt.
Freedom and trust.
Seems to have problem with these two for past relationships.
Have to learn how to execute these two appropriately.
I’m missing her at this very moment.. hmmmmm
Not too sure if she is affected with me going out with ex tonight.
Hmmmmm
Just want to say.. baboyy, I have promised to behave. I will behave. Hehe…
*muacks*
Guess I have performed disappearing act again.
Been through several weeks with mixed emotions.
Letter of retrenchments, gossips, rumors, mom’s and etc.
Guess things have settled down quite a fair bit.
Baboyy stayed over on 1st, 2nd, 6th and 8th.
1st – Missed spending time with her. Especially after the tiring exhibition. Asked her if it’s ok to go over to my place. Baboyy stayed over for the very 1st time.
2nd - Helped her with GP. She fell asleep. Thus stayed over.
6th- Work-related. Uncle asked her to stay over since it was already quite late. Initially, she doesn’t want to. After pleading her for awhile, baboyy stayed over for the 3rd time!
8th- Came over at around 12plus. Both of us were off on 9th.
Love having her around.
Love it when I can have her in my arms.
Love it when I can get to sleep with her.
Love the fact that I can get to see her before the day ends, and see her the moment I open my eyes.
Awwww… can I do it everyday? =x
Swapped off day with colleague yesterday.
On purpose.
=x
We woke up around 1plus. Ordered Mac, watched my all-time-favourite movie. Hope she have enjoyed it as much as I do. =x
Went to meet her ate(s) last night.
Had Korean BBQ with them.
Quite funny bunch of friends, I must say.
Hmmmm… I’m quite surprised that she told her friends that we have been together for a week.
Somehow… I guess.. everything is confirmed now. More stable. I am beginning to feel on earth. No longer hanging in the air.
Two things which must be learnt.
Freedom and trust.
Seems to have problem with these two for past relationships.
Have to learn how to execute these two appropriately.
I’m missing her at this very moment.. hmmmmm
Not too sure if she is affected with me going out with ex tonight.
Hmmmmm
Just want to say.. baboyy, I have promised to behave. I will behave. Hehe…
*muacks*
Friday, November 28, 2008
18th Post
My last entry was almost 10 days ago.
OMG.
I am getting lazier.
Hahaha...
Couple of stuff to update while they are still fresh in my mind.
25th Nov 2008 <--- One of the important date which needs to be remembered.
hahaha..
So exactly how's things between me and baboyy now?
Not too sure as of how to answer this question.
Hmmmm we are getting okay?
She's busy with exhibition, while I am busy with my stuff in showroom.
Gonna start to pack showroom later on.
Contractor mentioned that he will be coming to dismantle the display stand.
hmmmm.. I miss baboyy..
Miss hugging her.. hmmmmm
BUT!!! How come i got this feeling that she doesn't miss me at all.
Guess I must be too irritating.
Anyway, so what exactly happened on 25th of Nov?
That night, after hearing some stuff from a close colleagues. I was seriously touched by what she said.
I guess, someone must have really fallen for me.
=X
So I asked..
The other time, you mentioned that you are afraid that what if you are there, and I am not.
Few days later, you said now that you are there, and I am pushing you away.
So...
I asked...
Since you are already there, can I be there too?
No direct answer from her.
So I asked again,
Can I be with you?
More direct.... yet no direct answer.. Hmmmmm
Well well...
*shrug*
Baboyy... I miss you....
OMG.
I am getting lazier.
Hahaha...
Couple of stuff to update while they are still fresh in my mind.
25th Nov 2008 <--- One of the important date which needs to be remembered.
hahaha..
So exactly how's things between me and baboyy now?
Not too sure as of how to answer this question.
Hmmmm we are getting okay?
She's busy with exhibition, while I am busy with my stuff in showroom.
Gonna start to pack showroom later on.
Contractor mentioned that he will be coming to dismantle the display stand.
hmmmm.. I miss baboyy..
Miss hugging her.. hmmmmm
BUT!!! How come i got this feeling that she doesn't miss me at all.
Guess I must be too irritating.
Anyway, so what exactly happened on 25th of Nov?
That night, after hearing some stuff from a close colleagues. I was seriously touched by what she said.
I guess, someone must have really fallen for me.
=X
So I asked..
The other time, you mentioned that you are afraid that what if you are there, and I am not.
Few days later, you said now that you are there, and I am pushing you away.
So...
I asked...
Since you are already there, can I be there too?
No direct answer from her.
So I asked again,
Can I be with you?
More direct.... yet no direct answer.. Hmmmmm
Well well...
*shrug*
Baboyy... I miss you....
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
17th Post
Tired...
Sweaty badminton game.
Just got home not long ago. Took my shower. Hmmm intend to call baboyy later, to check on her, make sure she is alright.
She looks tired.
Hmmm... =/
think it's better for me not to ask her out for this week and next week.
Jho has hinted that "we" sleep so late every nights.
Oh well... Sorry baboyy!
Jho didn't join us today. According to her, low blood.
So.. ran a fair bit.
Sweat more.
Think I better go and see a chinese doc to treat my ankle.
Hmmm
Weird reaction from baboyy when i held her hand earlier.
Well well...
Didn't see her last night.
Was quite listless.
After the movie, i just tried my best to get home asap so that I can sms her or call her.
Hmmm
16 of november 1116. hmmmm
The day... she said she wants JK..
=)
Sweaty badminton game.
Just got home not long ago. Took my shower. Hmmm intend to call baboyy later, to check on her, make sure she is alright.
She looks tired.
Hmmm... =/
think it's better for me not to ask her out for this week and next week.
Jho has hinted that "we" sleep so late every nights.
Oh well... Sorry baboyy!
Jho didn't join us today. According to her, low blood.
So.. ran a fair bit.
Sweat more.
Think I better go and see a chinese doc to treat my ankle.
Hmmm
Weird reaction from baboyy when i held her hand earlier.
Well well...
Didn't see her last night.
Was quite listless.
After the movie, i just tried my best to get home asap so that I can sms her or call her.
Hmmm
16 of november 1116. hmmmm
The day... she said she wants JK..
=)
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